Please pray for me..
by !DC!ChristAlone » Tuesday February 9th, 2010 [2:29 am]
I have lived in New York for the last 5 years, and now my family and I are moving to Wisconsin in a little less than a month. There is alot of sticky stuff in this situation because my dad is a pastor and my dad, mom, and I have been working very hard in this ministry.. Throughout the whole time that we have been trying to decide whether or not to move we have seen God working to make this happen. There is a new church and ministry waiting, and my family is really excited about where God is taking us.
That being said, I have had a hard time saying goodbye to my friends and it's been hard finding out who really cares about you after all. It has also been hard seeing how people have been reacting to this news.
On top of that, I am a senior in High School so I have basically graduated, but I am going to be doing my college online for at least the first year while I try to help out with this new ministry. I want to serve God with my life and have decided to go into college for ministry, but I don't know exactly what ministry to start my college degree in.
Also my family's budget has been really really tight over the last year or so with my sister going to college and the church having to take cutbacks. In this move my dad will be taking a pay-cut (even though we are going to a larger church in a smaller town) and we don't know how the finincal situation is going to work out since I plan on starting college in the fall.
With all of this going on I feel very lonely and I don't know who to talk to about it. I have also been talking to a girl there at the new church who wants to be a missionary, or at least serve God with her life as well... She has been there for me and helped me take my mind off of things even though she was going through hard times herself. This has made me think whether or not I am ready to get into a relationship. Since I have been very careful not to get into meaningless relationships and have been holding myself for someone I cannot live without. I have never been in a dating relationship before.
All of this combined has been making me very stressed and I have not been sleeping well at all..... Also I don't feel as if I am going to miss New York at all. In fact, I don't really feel anything except an inside screaming for God's will to be done and a deep lonelyness. Today I have been worried that I might be getting depressed.
Im not really worried about what is going to happen.(God is in control). I would appreciate as many prayers as possible just the same... I know most of you don't really know me at all, so I am all the more thankful for your prayers.
Andrew
That being said, I have had a hard time saying goodbye to my friends and it's been hard finding out who really cares about you after all. It has also been hard seeing how people have been reacting to this news.
On top of that, I am a senior in High School so I have basically graduated, but I am going to be doing my college online for at least the first year while I try to help out with this new ministry. I want to serve God with my life and have decided to go into college for ministry, but I don't know exactly what ministry to start my college degree in.
Also my family's budget has been really really tight over the last year or so with my sister going to college and the church having to take cutbacks. In this move my dad will be taking a pay-cut (even though we are going to a larger church in a smaller town) and we don't know how the finincal situation is going to work out since I plan on starting college in the fall.
With all of this going on I feel very lonely and I don't know who to talk to about it. I have also been talking to a girl there at the new church who wants to be a missionary, or at least serve God with her life as well... She has been there for me and helped me take my mind off of things even though she was going through hard times herself. This has made me think whether or not I am ready to get into a relationship. Since I have been very careful not to get into meaningless relationships and have been holding myself for someone I cannot live without. I have never been in a dating relationship before.
All of this combined has been making me very stressed and I have not been sleeping well at all..... Also I don't feel as if I am going to miss New York at all. In fact, I don't really feel anything except an inside screaming for God's will to be done and a deep lonelyness. Today I have been worried that I might be getting depressed.
Im not really worried about what is going to happen.(God is in control). I would appreciate as many prayers as possible just the same... I know most of you don't really know me at all, so I am all the more thankful for your prayers.
Andrew
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