Facing a Fear...=]
by !DC!TeddyBear » Sunday March 14th, 2010 [2:54 pm]
Hey Guys. =]
So ive been saying for the past 9months i will NEVER ever ever GO Back to bear lake bible camp... especially after last summer, Well... Things have changed. The new Director has created a Photography spot, and I will be going back... as the camp photographer. its a 80% chance i will get the spot. I wont be getting paid. But thats just fine! =] Ill be there the whole summer. but ill be coming home ever 2nd night and spending the night at the house so i do not have to worry about house break ins and such.
I was talking to my youth pastor...and ive been struggling with rumors flying around. It almost made me leave the worship team it was that bad. Well I first gave up on those rumors and stayed on the worship team, then leaving it. And now im going to bear lake... And he was very shocked, and im sure he was 'bout to cry. He said that Dios(Means God) is moving me more then i realize, and this is the biggest step i can take towards healing.... My heart has stayed at that camp. It will take some time to be fully okay with camp again. But Dios willing i will be able to stay. =] I have been praying a ton about this all, and I feel this is the best option. =] I wrote my application faster then normal, and i don't actually remember getting one. Im willing to go. =] Dios es asombroso y verdadero!!!!!
Please pray that God will be able to help me over come this fear of returning, and for the campers this year. =]
So ive been saying for the past 9months i will NEVER ever ever GO Back to bear lake bible camp... especially after last summer, Well... Things have changed. The new Director has created a Photography spot, and I will be going back... as the camp photographer. its a 80% chance i will get the spot. I wont be getting paid. But thats just fine! =] Ill be there the whole summer. but ill be coming home ever 2nd night and spending the night at the house so i do not have to worry about house break ins and such.
I was talking to my youth pastor...and ive been struggling with rumors flying around. It almost made me leave the worship team it was that bad. Well I first gave up on those rumors and stayed on the worship team, then leaving it. And now im going to bear lake... And he was very shocked, and im sure he was 'bout to cry. He said that Dios(Means God) is moving me more then i realize, and this is the biggest step i can take towards healing.... My heart has stayed at that camp. It will take some time to be fully okay with camp again. But Dios willing i will be able to stay. =] I have been praying a ton about this all, and I feel this is the best option. =] I wrote my application faster then normal, and i don't actually remember getting one. Im willing to go. =] Dios es asombroso y verdadero!!!!!
Please pray that God will be able to help me over come this fear of returning, and for the campers this year. =]
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